5.18.13

I FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL! And Passed my end of course exams with As & Bs (and 1 C in algebra-) despite having 61 absences throughout the school year!! :) I’ve gone through a lot of personal dilemmas this year which caused these absences…and my teachers didn’t believe I’d pass these tests due to it… but I did! I’m so happy right now. I was told I’m graduating unless I’m called and told otherwise, but from my understanding as long as I passed these tests, then I’ll be able to.

It’s just been a long road and I’m happy, scared, sad.. all kinds of feelings..

I couldn’t give enough thanks to my teachers. Some of them held my shotty attendance against me and I don’t blame them since their paychecks are going to start being based on their student’s performances next year. But I learned so much from the teachers that devoted their time to me and so many other students. I wish teachers were appreciated more. 

What a huge relief though. The 2 weeks I spent studying and making sure I made up all of my work paid off. I am dissapointed in myself for slacking so bad, but I found out why I am the way I am sometimes so I don’t feel so alone now. 

Now it’s time to plan for the future.

 Born too late to explore the world and too early to explore the stars, but at just the right time to explore our own consciousness.

. I’ve dreamed of the stars, but I realize that I probably won’t be able to get there.

The mind, however, is a new frontier, waiting to be mapped. Be it through wild, rampant exploration through dangerous means, or meticulous planning and testing.

In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”

I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.

(via taylor-randal)