5.18.13

I FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL! And Passed my end of course exams with As & Bs (and 1 C in algebra-) despite having 61 absences throughout the school year!! :) I’ve gone through a lot of personal dilemmas this year which caused these absences…and my teachers didn’t believe I’d pass these tests due to it… but I did! I’m so happy right now. I was told I’m graduating unless I’m called and told otherwise, but from my understanding as long as I passed these tests, then I’ll be able to.

It’s just been a long road and I’m happy, scared, sad.. all kinds of feelings..

I couldn’t give enough thanks to my teachers. Some of them held my shotty attendance against me and I don’t blame them since their paychecks are going to start being based on their student’s performances next year. But I learned so much from the teachers that devoted their time to me and so many other students. I wish teachers were appreciated more. 

What a huge relief though. The 2 weeks I spent studying and making sure I made up all of my work paid off. I am dissapointed in myself for slacking so bad, but I found out why I am the way I am sometimes so I don’t feel so alone now. 

Now it’s time to plan for the future.

pyrrhic-victoria:

Anyone else a socially anxious introvert? I have no problem with being a introvert, I just wish that something would help me overcome the anxiety of socializing in larger groups… especially those I don’t know well. 

Well to be honest drugs use to help me ALOT with my social anxiety. But since I’ve adopted a sober lifestyle I found meditating has been equally as helpful :)